Testimony **Update: It has been a while since I posted here as I have been busy writing for a Free Online Book and elsewhere through what I consider to be the Leading of the Holy Spirit of God. It has become our experience, like a Magnet, His Holy Spirit draws us and keeps us in His Love and the unfolding of His Truth and Plan for our lives.

As some of you know, I accepted a Call upon my life to Write in 2000. Initially I was led to Publish some of what I received as I sat before our Lord with a Listening Heart at my Website (others I filed for later, as Father said He had another purpose for them). After a while I was led to Blog here on different Topics, honing my craft as my shyness is overcome. Eventually Father God spoke to my heart, that someday some of what I have been given would be put into Book Formats, but for now, I simply needed to keep a Journal of sorts as I lived a simple life conscious of the resurrected Spirit of Jesus Christ and our Father, communing with me intimately.

Last Fall (2016) I received a knowing it was time for these Books to gradually be published, so I stepped out in faith and tried to create both an Audio File and a Kindle Book, with the hopes of giving it away for free. I soon realized these skills were not one of my talents. So, with a desire to give my Books away, I prayed, 'If You have others set aside to help get them out there, please cross our Paths.'

Shortly after someone approached me on Facebook in an Instant Message after reading at my Website and told me Father God told him to help me get my writings out there in various formats, at no cost to me. He, (Curtis Crews) included an Audio File of one of my Articles to show me what he could do as a sample. He said he is to help get what I write out there for free so I can give them away for free! After I shared my inner Vision with Him, he created a Youtube Channel for the Audio Files and said he would put the Words into various Formats to be linked there if I desired. This was a part of fulfilling my desire to enable those who want, to read along as they listen, (am currently working on that Format, as I continue to write in 2019).


As Curtis and I worked together on an Audio File of one of the Books (have written several), Father told me Curtis needed to put his own writings in a Devotional, and I was to be a part of that, so I mentioned this to him, (leaving out my part in it as I waited for Fathers confirmation). Curtis told me that was a confirmation for him, as Father had laid it upon his heart to compile several Devotionals through which he is to give others the opportunity to add what they have received to it. He wanted to know if I would join in. At that point we decided to join our efforts into creating a Free online eBook Series called Line Upon Line. The first eBook  'Testimonies of the other Overcomer'
                                   
                                 



became available for Free late June 2017! 
There are 9 of us contributing to this first Book (*the second book The Voice of Many Waters came out December 2018, with 8 contributors).  Thanks You Father for sending Curtis into our lives and for his desire to be obedient to Your leading. 


                                           


We are offering these Free Ebooks in various Formats so they can be read on several Devices, for such a time as this Globally, as so many are being overcome with fear and confusion due to outward circumstances. 
Below I have added Links to various Formats of our Free Books, so you can Read them on the Readers of your choice. The PDF Reader are usually found in most standard Browsers and is the most friendly version available. The Calibre Reader is a Free Ebook Program, it will read anything. It has a Plugin that lets us import our own purchased books, so I am including it as a added blessing:


Testimonies of the Overcomer: 
Free Kindle and Mobi Formatted Link
Free Amazon Kindle Reader Link
Free EPub Formatted Link
Free EPub Reader Link 
Free PDF Formatted Link
Free PDF File Reader Link
Free Calibre Reader Link

These QR Codes can be scanned for immediate download to your IPhones:

QR Code Line PDF
QR Code Line EPub


QR Code Line Mobi



You will need to download it to copy from it. Feel free to copy and or print excerpts that speak to you and give them away for free with us, however you are led! Your prayers and spiritual support through sharing are very much appreciated, (sharing examples: Blogs, Websites, Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, Google+, Instagram, Mail and other Social Media).
If you are in need of another Format, such a Nook or find some of these Links do not work for you, please contact our Publisher Curtis Crews at lineupon@gmail.com and he will attempt to accommodate you.

**UPDATE:  


*Our second free online book The Voice of Many Waters is now available in a pdf Format. More formats will be made available soon.

The Voice of Many Waters:
Pdf Format



Thank You Father.... may those who desire to walk with you more intimately be moved to read that which You choose to offer through those YOU brought together to give witness of You and Your Overcoming Power in our lives, through Christ. Bless You for giving us the opportunity to share our Spiritual Portion as Testimonies that Glorify Your Presence and transforming power in our lives as we learned to walk in the Spirit and in Truth as one Hid in Christ.



EnJoy!



















In the previous Post Deep Calling to Deep I spoke of the beginnings of my Journey of Faith when the Holy Spirit taught me to do a word study on my own, to discern the deeper meaning of Scripture.  As I did, I discovered the Root of some Hebrew Words which caused me to understand how Scripture could be applied personally, to bring about an inner transformation.

After reading 
The Words of Jesus a copy of a 1943 Vintage Book, I wondered about several verses in Matthew again. They seemed to be confusing, or at the least a contradiction, so I prayed for the Holy Spirit to give me a fresh understanding and waited for clarity.


A few weeks later, all contradictions I wondered about previously were cleared up as I listened to 
the Video in the Link below, which sovereignly came across my path, in an unexpected way.

In the Video Hebrew Scholar Nehemiah Gordon a X-Modern Day Pharisee speaks of the Principles of the Pharisee, enabling us to more fully understand why Yeshua (Hebrew for Jesus) rebuked the Scribes and Pharisee's. He brings much to light as he compares some of the Original Hebrew interpretation of words with the Greek Interpretations, which most Scripture today uses. Mr Gordon has numerous Videos, in which he touches upon other Hebrew Scriptures as well, I recommend them too.

In this one Matthew 15 and 23 in particular were clarified for me, an answer to my prayers:

In the Greek Matthew 23 records the words,  "Then spoke Jesus to the multitude and to His disciples, saying, 'The Scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat.
All therefore whatsoever they bid you observe, that observe and do; but do ye not according to their works; for they say, and do not. For they bind heavy burdens and grievous to be borne and...........'  

The Original Hebrew states, "The Scribes, Sages and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat.  All therefore whatsoever the Pharisee's and Scribes speaking as Moses bid you observe, that observe and do; but do ye not according to the WORKS of the Pharisee's and Scribes; for they say, and do not. For they bind heavy burdens and grievous to be borne and................."

Jesus began to rebuke the Pharisee's and Scribes openly after that because one of the Principles of the Pharisee at that time was they believed they had absolute Authority 'on Earth' to interpret Scripture, even above God Who was in Heaven. The added to what Moses taught, usurping the Commandments of God, causing the people to sin. They believed they could proclaim their own Sanctified Traditions and Oral Laws which, as Jesus pointed out "shut up the Kingdom of Heaven; making the Commandments of God of non-effect, Teaching for Doctrines the Commandments of Men" which put the Hebrew people in bondage, transgressing the law of God. The Scribes taught these Oral Laws as well.

Jesus/Yeshua taught the Law of Love and the Gospel of Father God and the Gospel of the Kingdom of God, which set the hearer free from man-made Traditions, empowering them to live by a Faith that becomes a Knowing founded on God's Truth, once it is experienced.

Today just as in Jesus' Day, many Teach for Doctrines the Commandments of Men. Most Religious Leaders do not encourage us to go to the Holy Spirit directly ourselves and seek to know what is OF the Spirit of Father God and what is of the understandings of the finite mind, passed down as Traditions of Men.  Much is being passed down as parts of the Teachings of Jesus, the Christ, because few have tested it nor sought the mind of the Lord as to whether it is truth or not. Perhaps this is because many Leaders are unaware themselves they can and must do so, even though the Seminary they went to never encouraged such.  Yes, unfortunately, there are some who are Wolves in Sheep's Clothing even in our Generation, seeking to make a Profit from the Gospel or a Name for themselves, in hopes of being esteemed of men. Discerning the Spirit someone is coming from, is part of our Spiritual development too.


 VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tddCNY6U77Y

The above is only a small portion of what can be learned and thus discerned through the Holy Spirit, so please do investigate further for yourselves. If you want to skip ahead in this Video, keep the above principle in mind and jump to the time 1:13:44. However, in the doing you will miss hearing about other Pharisaical Principles, so keep that in mind, as they lay down a foundation to the rest of the Video and if skipped, might prevent you from receiving insightful revelations.

I found this Video fascinating and suggest to everyone who desires to walk in the spirit and truth of God, that they dig a DEEP foundation and study with a heart to rightly divide the word of truth. As you do I encourage you to ask the Holy Spirit to Teach you that which is pertinent to your lives in our present age:


Luke 6: "And why call ye Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not the things which I say? Whosoever cometh to Me, and heareth My sayings and doeth them, I will show you to whom he is like: He is like a man who built a house and DUG DEEP and laid the foundation on a rock; and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house and could not shake it, for it was founded upon a rock. But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that built a house without a foundation upon the earth, against which the stream beat vehemently, and immediately it fell. And the ruin of that house was great.”

2 Timothy 2:15 "Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman who needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth."




Deep Calling unto Deep ::: Near the beginning of my walk in the Spirit, on an occasion when I turned to the Holy Spirit as my Teacher, I was moved to do Word Studies and learned much that helped me grow and come to understand the Bible is not to always be taken literally or read Historically. The Bible is a Spiritual Book, which needs to be spiritually discerned as we grow in Christ. I have discovered it is only one of the ways the Spirit of God as our Father chooses to relate to us.

During one of my first word studies, I was moved to go to a Strong’s Concordance to see what a Hebrew or Greek root word in context might mean. I discovered the THEM spoken of in Deut. 7:2 for example, is made up of 7 Nations which represent aspects of the Adamic Nature which are strongholds (attitudes and ways of being) that must be overcome before one is able to enter into the 'Land of the Promises of God', spiritually speaking, and come into the fullness of who we can be as one born of God's Spirit.
 I was surprised to discover this when I looked up the Name of each Nation. The following is a brief study of what I discovered. 

The Name Hittites' original Hebrew meaning is rooted in Fear and Terror as well as dismayed, shattered and broken, they seek to Dominate.

Among other ways of being and thinking Girgashites can stand for the quarrelsome nature, those who stir up strife, being contentious and bringing opposition, it is also rooted in fear as dread.

Amorites is rooted in giving utterance or a command, which comes from pride. They are known for speaking without actions on their part.

Canaanites root meaning comes through the curse put upon Ham's descendants (of which each of THEM are descendants), whereby they lose their freedom due to a sin against Noah and become merchants or servants whereby their motivation is for selfish gain, greed motivates them.

Perizzites have a low opinion of themselves and see themselves as worthless. Their vision of life is one of limitation, poverty, and self-deprecation they have a false humility and can be lazy.

To the contrary, the Hivite's vision of life is to live-it-up at another's expense; they are self-centered.

Jebusite is rooted in down fall, subjugation.

Like I said above, this is only a brief study... there is much more the Holy Spirit will show us when we are in need of conviction or in need of being set free.  My suggestion to you is you ask the Holy Spirit to Teach you, however He chooses each day.  He speaks to us through all of life, not just Scripture, (future posts with examples of such coming soon). 


I discerned as I allowed the Holy Spirit to Teach me, it helps to see these Fleshly Attitudes, in contrast to the seven Fold Spirit of God revealed in Isaiah 11:2, symbolically speaking, which we can partake of through the renewal of the Spirit of our Mind with the Mind of Christ, as we become A Christed One.  


For those interested in further Study here is a Link to the 7 Fold Spirit of God, you may want to consider.  I just came across it and have not read it as yet, so I can only refer it without an recommendation. I will update this Post once I have read it.  Your comments and discernment are welcome as always.


It is my observation and experience thus far, we are each 'acting out' a deeper truth because our lives are lived on both a literal and spiritual reality in order for us to come into the fullness of Christ; live an abundant life in Spirit and Truth. Discerning which is which is part of our growth process. Do add your insights, as I believe deeper truths are worth discussing and can be a form of Tithing Spiritually one with another.  Let us feast on His revealed words together…

It has been revealed to me, as a Christed One we are each a part of the Body and Bride of Christ and have a unique Spiritual Journey as we receive the Revelation we need in the moment or impart a Revelation another needs in Father's timing and way. We have need of each other and are brought together to walk in the Spirit of Unity through the unfolding of Father's plan, day by day. We need not 'fear' what another may want to 'tithe with us spiritually’; as each day Father has a portion HE desires to feed us with; meat in its due season.

We will be nourished by that which is OF Him and that which is not will be eliminated at His appointed moment; His Spirit lays an ax to the root of all ungodly trees. Being Open ... having our hands free from all attachments to what was of value yesterday is a must, if we are to continue to grow 'UP' and live within the Kingdom of God which is within each of us and among us, in the Spirit as His Truth.

As always
my Prayer is for you to listen to the Holy Spirit who is our Teacher and Guide and that only that which I offer which is of the Spirit of Christ would take root and that which is not will be infertile.  May our Father’s will continue to be done in all of our lives … Jesus being both the author and perfector of our Faith.



As each New Year approaches, I ask our Heavenly Father
What is His intent with regard to the upcoming year?
Sometimes I receive words and insights,
Which I believe is just for myself
And sometimes I discern it is for others as well.
Normally I post them at my Website www.EnterRest.com
However, since EnterRest is frozen in time 
(Godaddy no longer supports the Program I was using), 
I am moved from now on to Publish more Spiritual Posts
On this Blog
  And elsewhere  
For Spiritual Discernment:


As 2016 began and I opened myself to hear the Heart of God as our Father with a Present Word for the days to come, I started sensing deep within the Joy of our Lord coming forth with a new Song.  I heard, "Father rejoices over each of you with singing." Within my Spirit I saw the Father, Son and Holy Spirit united as One expressed through a many member-ed body of Jesus, ‘The Christ', Who lived from the truth of His perfected state of Being, 'I and the Father are as One'.

Jesus understood in Essence,
 I do nothing on My own initiative, I speak the things as the Father taught Me. The Father abiding in Me does His Works. I do not seek My Own Will but the Will of the Father who sent Me. He that is joined to the Father is One Spirit. Father and I are One that the Son may be Glorified in the Father and the Father in the Son, so they may know You sent Me.”


Jesus redeemed us from the limitations of our Humanity through our identification with Him as a Son of Man and with His Death and Resurrection on the Cross-and that which followed. The appointed time for us to walk in a greater fullness of His truth, through the union of our Spirits as an aspect of His Own, is upon us … perhaps not as we first imagined though. Please allow me to share that which has been made alive within … and after I do so, please do take it to our Father and seek His witness for yourselves.

I have received the understanding as His Holy Spirit overtakes and perfects us, we, as His Inheritance become replete with His Spirit. This phenomenon is substantiated as the answer to Jesus' Prayer as recorded in **John 17, in ever increasing measures as Father’s Eternal Plan continues to unfold; day by day. Those previously Spiritually Dead, awaken from their slumber, having heard the Call, “Awake you who are sleeping and Christ shall shine upon you." Presently eyes to see ever increasing occurrences of such are evidence of the beginnings of the Greatest Spiritual Renaissance to date, in our now, confirmation of His Kingdom coming on earth as it is in Heaven, beginning within.


Since 1978, I have become aware, Spiritual experience births Spiritual Understanding, which grants Godly Wisdom that transforms the spirit of our mind. Such takes us from Faith to a Knowing, from head knowledge to heart knowledge with increased passion, which empowers us to obtain that which is of the seven fold Spirit of God, a step at a time. 

The above culminated in the essence of the following Spiritual Message, which is hard to explain with mere words; it is spiritually discerned. Perhaps it will not be until hindsight that we are given the understanding of the totality of what is being promised in what I am to record, or at least that has been my experiences thus far. 

With that said, may I offer the following Words, that are alive within me for 2016 and beyond? I write that which I hear deep within. Your comments are welcome:

'2016 will bring a refreshing renewal of inner Joy; far greater than You've walked in before ... a dimension, quality and quantity of inner Joy and understanding of My Love none other than The Christ, has at yet conceptualized nor achieved will be attained. I empower each of You to receive of it day by day, through the Unity of Our Spirit. This will take place according to the unfolding of My Eternal Plan established before the Foundations of the World, for such a time as this. Each Present Perfect Moment will be My Perfect Present Moment for each of You.  A Reality I know must Be, to assure each ultimately walks in the ever increasing fullness of My Joy, with the Power of My Manifest Presence embodied within, that comes with Kingdom Authority, My Christed One's will attain, bestowing the Brilliance of God for all to perceive and embrace as Truth.

Rest in the Knowing, when You are born of My Spirit You are translated out of the Kingdom of Darkness and Spiritual Death into My Kingdom of Light, awakened with Eternal Life. Those Who choose to dwell there with Me as One, will abide with inner Peace, Joy and the Righteousness of God which increases through Our Spirits becoming as One, through My Holy Spirit within. As You choose to walk with Me, You will find Yourselves entering deeper into My Kingdom within which will bring You to a higher state of Being and thus Spiritual Consciousness of Our Eternal Union. I have a unique purpose for each of You. Like My Son, You will become aware, the Life Giving Words You speak are My words that are alive within You.  The Anointing that flows through You to Heal, Teach and set captives free proclaims the Gospel of the Kingdom, My Gospel. Living words that quench the Thirsty Soul will pour out of You as My Spirit flowing through You, accomplishing My Will ... declaring that which I desire in the moment with an impartation of Faith that once experienced becomes a Knowing. 

You will Be in awe as You become conscious of the Truth indeed it is in Me, You live and move and have Your BEing, as Eternal Spiritual Beings; not simply because You heard such, but because You experience it as Your Reality. You hear and see from My Eternal Perspective, My Eyes of Eternity. You will rejoice with Us as we sing of and demonstrate Our love as One, with Song.

At their appointed time, some will receive My Words of Life in the Spirit, as those of a Father to their Child, some will receive the Words of a Lover to their Bride, some at one with a Harmonious Companion who loves with all of their Being, desiring only the Best of the Best for all … in All … in Spirit and in Truth. Gradually You will each become conscious of the Truth, You are Embodied with My Spirit as I flow through You with Words of Life that quench the Thirsty Soul ... You will find Rest in this state of Being.

Rest, Cloaked with Humility, graciously extending Grace. Rest, in Our Love and Joy, in Our Counsel, Our Wisdom, Understanding and Might, in the Knowledge of the Spirit and Fear of Your Lord. Outside of My Kingdom will be a great Darkness, do not fear the Darkness as it is not to be a part of You; henceforth perceive all with My Understanding and Knowledge. My Light dwells within each of You born of My Spirit, to expose and expel Darkness, through the entering into and thus receiving OF My Light ... Eternal Life, I bring forth through each of You at Your appointed time in Time and Eternity. 

The choice is always Yours, to Draw close... closer... closer still, in the doing You will experience what I have purposed in Your Present Perfect; through Our Union. My Joy is Your strength ... the Truth of My Love and Might within and among You will be Known, is Known by many seeking Me and My Truth alone, with their whole Being. Rest in the Knowing that comes through the union of Our hearts and minds making Us as One in the Spirit and Truth, in Your Now, from Eternal Now to Eternal Now.'

**John 17 “Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also who shall believe in Me through their word, that they all may be one, as Thou, Father, art in Me and I in Thee, that they also may be one in Us, that the world may believe that Thou hast sent Me. And the glory which Thou gavest Me I have given them, that they may be one, even as We are one:  I in them and Thou in Me, that they may be made perfect in one, and that the world may know that Thou hast sent Me and hast loved them, as Thou hast loved Me.” 

"You know me I'm romantically challenged... our first Anniversary is coming up, so I give You control." was the Prayer of my Husband, just before our First Wedding Anniversary in 1996.

Afterwards he came to me and said.  "Our first Anniversary is coming up.  What would you like for me to get you?"

Not only was I surprised to hear his question I was equally surprised when I heard myself saying, "I'd like a Ring... size 7, silver.. with a heart in the middle of it, an Antique... or antique looking."
 
Because I had not thought about it in advance ... I remember my response very well.
 
My Hubby said he thought... 'Good, something solid to work with, that should be easy'....and immediately took me out to some Antique and Thrift Shops in pursuit of it.  We never found such a Ring... and even if we found one, we could only wonder how it would be provided for as our funds at the time were lean. After Prayer, we both let the desire go.
 
When our first Anniversary arrived, my Hubby said, "Since we could not find the Ring, what do you want to do for our Anniversary?"

I replied, "We are going to be buying this House at the end of the Month, and since our Home is a reflection of our relationship, let's work on fixing it up with us as a Couple in mind."
 
Through what to us was evidence of the Sovereignty of God and the fulfillment of Spiritual Promises given to me Prophetically before we met, while I was in Prayer alone 7 years earlier;*I hope to share details of that story in other Blogs if hope becomes reality* in a few weeks we were going to be purchasing a small Cottage my Hubby had been renovating on a Barter Basis for a Christian over the past year.  There were still a lot of unfinished Projects. While working on a Barter Basis, the Projects were done with future Tenants in mind ... After she offered to sell the House to us, at Father's urging and detailed instructions; (she resisted initially), we were delighted to discover we could think of ourselves.  For both of us... this would be restoration ... and possibly the Home we would retire in.

My Hubby said, "Great! I will work on any Project you want as my Gift to you." 

I suggested he work on the step leading up from the Mud Room which needed to be replaced ... As he pulled out some old wood and insulation, we talked while I watched from above. He told me later he noticed something shiny behind the insulation ... when he pulled it out and saw what it was... he blew it off and offered it to me with an awareness he was kneeling with one knee on the floor (like he was about to propose), as he said, "Happy Anniversary!" 

We were both in awe as to what he found ... an Antique Silver Ring ... size 7, with a heart in the middle of it!

Such a Testimony as this brings to mind Spiritual Principles:

'Seek first the Kingdom of God and His Righteousness and all your needs will be met... God goes before us and makes the way... HE answers our Prayers before we even ask them', came to mind. Truly... the Spirit of God knew this day would come and had planned it in advance according to HIS ever unfolding plan for us!  Once again He proved His faithfulness to us... and revealed His Romantic Heart... another new aspect of His Spirit for us to experience.  Plus... as an added bonus, since that day... my Hubby has been romantic... even when he is unaware he is being such!  

For such as this and more I am truly grateful!

vocatus atque non vocatus Deus aderit  
Whether or not you ask Him God is Present.

May our thoughts and experiences bring us into a greater awareness the resurrected Spirit of Christ is ever present ... seeking to shower us with Unconditional Love and Spiritual Truths ... according to the New Covenant He established for all.
'Jesus, You teach those who have ears to hear Your Voice, it is wisdom to seek first Your Kingdom and Righteousness and in the doing all things will work out for the good.' was the beginning of my prayer.

I had written a check unaware my husband has written one too. After a time of separation, we were trying to work things out with God's help; communication was obviously one of the things we were being shown we needed to work on first. I was particularly distressed my check was going to bounce because due to my driving on a bad inspection ticket, it was to pay a fine to the Police Department. I was sure I would be arrested if God did not intervene and show me what to do next.

Being a newborn in my spiritual understanding, I was trying to stand on my own two feet and I did not have a peace about borrowing money when our vehicle failed inspection.  Knowing my family was concerned that I had taken my Husband back after becoming a born again Believer, deterred me from seeking help from them. In days gone by... I had borrowed more than I cared to and I had made a decision not to do so this time; thinking that would be what God expected of me as we began this new life together in the Spirit.

Before learning the lesson of Presumption, when our sole Vehicle failed inspection, without seeking the Lord's will and wisdom on the matter, I presumed I already knew it and asked Father if he would keep me from being pulled over and stepped out with the hope and assumption he would protect me as I drove back and forth to work.  To think otherwise, filled my mind with worst case scenarios.  Like others I have met since, I presumed I had no other recourse than to drive it to work with a bad inspection ticket and take my chances ... I needed to keep my job, if I lost that, I'd loose my Apt. I needed money to make the car legal... so I assumed under the circumstances, the wisest thing to do would be to just drive it back and forth to work.  I had no problem walking everywhere else and was conscientious about this because I was given a desire that my life to be lived with integrity.  

I was surprised when I was pulled over... and sought the mind of the Lord as to why this was allowed.  His Holy Spirit convicted me of my foolishness in not asking and listening for His Guidance and will first... teaching me a valuable lesson on assumption.  He also revealed to me that His will, will vary from day to day and urged me to seek it daily and not project from my past as He taught me various lessons during my spiritual journey of faith.

I continued my prayer... repenting for not seeking His wisdom and will first, (once again, would the Spiritual Habit before formed I wondered) and sought His provision in the doing. As I listened intently I was given the gift of faith to believe that He was going to provide in an miraculous way and all I needed to do for now was to trust Him. I was told I was to trust in His love and His desire to provide without my having to turn to others first in my times of need. I was encouraged to ask for His manifested will and power before I began each day, henceforth as He reminded me, He has a plan which is unfolding, which is motivated by love and His omniscience presence, power and authority as HE raises me Spiritually in the way I am to go.  I fully expected something to happen and would not have been surprised had an Angel appeared... the faith I had received as I listened was so strong.

Instead... I received a letter from the Police Department. The Officer on my case had been dismissed due to corruption and all of his cases were being thrown out and they were returning my uncashed check.

Years later... after learning experientially, the Spirit of God desires for us to trust Him and that He has a plan which is unfolding for wondrous purposes, in the midst of oppression, I was given an Angelic Encounter.  During that Encounter... I received the understanding, the time would come when I would be sharing such testimonies as above, to encourage those who are struggling and seeking His truth and wisdom for their own lives. I understood part of His Plan for my life was for me to comfort and encourage with the comfort and wisdom He has given me, and in the doing... offer hope to those who are seeking Spiritual Truth and a intimate relationship with their Creator ... to inspire them the reach out to HIM for themselves. For those interested in such testimonies... know, it is my hope I will be inspired to share such here, in future blogs.

For now... may you be given the will to receive the fullness which is your as a child of God, with all your heart... and be an encouragement in the doing.
When I got my first bad tooth ache... I asked the Lord if it was His will to heal me of this.

Having been healed of a *Tubular Pregnacy with a Creative Miracle, I knew HE could do something similar regarding my tooth if that was part of His Spiritual Plan for my life's lessons at this time. As I sought His mind on this occasion I remembered a time I was scheduled for Surgery for a Herniated Disc. Upon seeking the mind of the Lord as to whether this was His will or not... I heard in my Spirit, 'Be obedient to the Doctor and you will not need Surgery.'

The Dr said, 'You're too inflamed for the Surgery. We will schedule it for two weeks from now. In the meantime rest, avoid all stairs and don't pick up anything heavier than a 5 pound bag of potatoes, Take this for pain and................'

I was obedient to the Lord's revealed will and the surgery was canceled. Although back problems run in our family and I had major back issues previous to this... since that day I only get occasional back aches. For such I am truly grateful!  Now, when I know of others going though situations similar to mine, I pray with compassion in hopes they too will reach out to receive of the fullness of His will for them, hopefully through an intimate relationship which imparts joy and an inner knowing which births peace.

On this occasion, as stated, I was waiting upon the Lord to show me if it was His will to heal my tooth and what my part would be if any.  Initially I received no direction. When the pain got to the point where I could no longer bare it... a strong impression of a Phone Book and the words, 'It's time to find a Dentist.' came to mind.

Before opening the Phone Book, I asked for the one of His choice and for His provision regarding the payment of the Bill, as my account was empty.  A Dentist's name leapt off the page and I called for an Appointment. I told the Dentist my concern was not just the tooth, I was in need of setting up a payment plan, if he was willing to work something out. Otherwise I would call around.  He set up the Appointment for Sunday... although I was grateful, I was stressed me out because I knew emergency rates were higher. A feeling of being overwhelmed financially began to overtake me, but I renounced it and chose to trust He would work it all out for the good ... a Revelation He made alive in My Spirit and causes me to experience as His Truth for my life.

Upon arriving at the Dentist, I tried to discuss the payment issue in advance... but was ushered back to the Dental Chair instead.

Perhaps you can imagine my awe when upon completion the Dentist said, 'I am a Christian. Any work I do on Sunday I do in the name of Lord Jesus Christ.  There will be no fee.  Consider this a gift from God.'
After being healed supernaturally of a Tubular Pregnancy... the Pastor of the Church I was visiting spoke of a healing in his own life and healings of other Pastors.  He gave Testimony of a recent time when he was taking an Eye Exam at DMV. He said he had been given the Gift of Faith to believe God was going to heal his eyes when he took his eye exam.  When it was his turn he took off his glasses and tried to read the letters.  As the woman behind the counter asked him if he could see the letters he'd respond, 'I believe I can see'.

The letters did not come into focus until this woman frustrated, finally said, 'Then read the letters!'

In his enthusiasm, this Pastor then encouraged us to step out in faith and line up near the Pulpit and allow himself or one of the Church Leaders to lay hands on us that we might receive the healing power of God, based upon New Testament Scriptures. 

My eyesight was in need of healing, so after that Sermon every time there was a healing line, I stepped out for the healing of my eyes, but nothing happened. One Person said I did not have enough faith, so I needed to envision the healing and to prove I believed by stepping out in faith and taking off my glasses and claiming it, for it to come into being.  Assuming as a Leader they knew best and remembering the Testimony of the Pastor, as a new Believer this made sense. Presuming this is what God would want, without seeking His truth of the matter for myself, I took off my glasses and stumbled around ... naming and claiming my physical healing for a period of time. Meanwhile, this Pastor continued teaching Sermons on the healing power of God and our Spiritual Authority as born again Believers. I knew God heals experientially already, so my heart bore witness to His healing power. The Revelation of claiming my Spiritual Authority through my union with Christ and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. was one which was new and I embraced it with the understanding of a Spiritual Infant. When some of us did not get our healing right away, Pastor taught us to keep claiming it with positive confessions and prayers of spiritual warfare. Eventually he also taught that we must be in need of seeking God as to which sin was keeping us from getting our healing. Nothing the Pastor told me to do worked and I was beginning to become swallowed up in condemnati. I became confused.  Realizing condemnation and confusion are not fruits of the Holy Spirit, I found my self at a loss as to what to do. About that time we were told we just did not have enough faith and we needed to seek the Spirit of the Lord for more ... Fasting and deliverance was recommended.

Upon hearing this, I sensed a need to take a Sabbatical and chose to fast and pray alone at that time.  After asking for a word from the Spirit of the Lord regarding Father's mind on these matters, I waiting with a listening heart.  I prayed in tongues with a sense of expectancy, but had no preconceived expectations. Eventually I fell asleep...

I woke up hearing the words, 'Having your feet shod with the preparation of the Gospel of Peace,' and realized I had lost the peace Jesus had originally imparted and was in need of having it renewed.

Next I heard, 'The Word of the Lord came unto Jeremiah. The Word of the Lord came unto Ezekiel, The Word of the Lord came unto Isaiah and Moses ... The word of the Lord did not come to you and tell you to take off your glasses and claim My healing power with Spiritual Authority. Put your glasses back on.'

I am reminded of a dream I had where as a little child I was trying to wield a Giant Sword. When I awoke from the dream I was given the impression, I needed to grow before I could pick up the Sword and use it with Authority.

When I realized I was walking in presumption, I reacted with anger.  I asked Father, 'After I asked to be led to the Church of Your choice, with the hopes the Holy Spirit would lead me into all truth, why did You allow all of that to take place?'

In response heard, 'I needed to expose the part of your Adamic nature which wants to be God, before we could move on together, enabling you to come up higher in your Spiritual Awareness. Release it to Me... as children of God you are my inheritance, you are not God. You are not to ride on another's Coat Tails nor to presume based upon another's Testimony. Seek Me and My will of the moment first. Put your trust in Me not a man or their teachings, not in your belief, or your inherent right to My power as a Child of God. Come to ME directly first. I will reveal and confirm my Truth. I will reveal My will with wondrous signs following...'

Humbled... I have sought to do so as His child who is aware I am growing in Spirit and Truth according to His plan for my life.  I understand better these days what it means to die daily to the old ways of being, perceptions and preconditioning before I was born of the Holy Spirit, that I might embrace the new life with His regenerative power and all He desires having offered such.
In the previous post 'Readers Request: A 'Death by Chocolate' Recipe, I mentioned the person who requested the Recipe was in need of prayer for cancer. I also named a new few others who are desirous of a Miracle. By way of encouragement to them and other's with a desire for a genuine Miracle; and for the benefit of those who are seeking for themselves the Truths of God, at this time I am being inspired to share a Testimony of a Miracle Healing in my own life.  This is an excerpt from my Draft Manuscript to one of my upcoming EBooks, 'Enter into Gods Rest ... A Spiritual Journey of Faith and the Heart of God'.

At the beginning of my Spiritual Journey of Faith in 1978, I began experiencing pain in my side... it was excruciating. It felt like acid burning deep within.  I went to the Doctors and was diagnosed with a Tubular Pregnancy. I was shocked to discover I was Pregnant again, even through I was on the Birth Control Pill. I was equally shocked, because I was also unaware a Woman could become Pregnant in her Fallopian Tube … The Doctor scheduled me for Surgery as soon as possible. I was afraid...


When I mentioned to someone at a Church I was led to attend as a new Believer that I was in need of Surgery and how I was afraid, they suggested that I open the New Testament and read about the healing power of Jesus.  


Before reading, I asked the Spirit of the Lord to speak to me and reveal Father's will for my life. This was a new way of being for me.... it was not until after I received the Holy Spirit through a Born Again Experience, that I became aware this was His desire for my life ... and one of the secrets to having an intimate spiritual relationship with Him. 


As I read, I was shocked to read how, in His desire to manifest Father's will for us Jesus ignored the protests of the Religious Leaders of His day and openly healed and delivered people from bondage while urging, 'only believe'. I wondered why they protested and how could they think such Miracles are from the Devil.  He would reveal such to me as I grew in Spirit and Truth, it was a necessary part of His plan... so the whole world could eventually have their eyes opened to the Truth of their need of a Messiah and the New Covenant offered through Him.


While reading I thought,

Of course, God made this body... He can heal it! 


My Faith having been increased through reading Scriptures of our Creator's desire to heal and deliver us from the bondages which kept us from knowing His truth, I was moved to pour out my heart, "Heavenly Father, I have Surgery scheduled, and I am afraid. You know all the facts. You made this body… You can heal it. The Bible shows how Jesus healed people in Your Name boldly revealing Your will, urging them to have faith.  Recently, through Jesus imparting the Revelation of You and Your Holy Spirit with the gift of faith, You revealed YourSelf and gave me Your Holy Spirit so I could be empowered by Your Spirit to receive Your will for my life.  When You empowered me with the gift of the Holy Spirit, You manifested it with a gift of Prayer ... so I am going to just sit here and yield to the words of the Holy Spirit within, with the special language His Spirit prays as I do... while I wait for Your will to be done."


Since this Prayer Language comes with ease I began fully expecting to be healed... or for something to happen to reveal to me why not. I was becoming use to the Holy Spirit dropping Revelations into my Spirit via impressions, leaving me with a knowing which brought peace and joy.  I had only actually heard Father's Voice audibly at our initial encounter, so I did not expect Him to speak directly. As I prayed with the Gift of Prayer in a Tongue unknown to me, perhaps you can imagine my surprise when I began to notice a Gentle voice speaking from deep within. It was repeating, "Go off of the pill." 


I remember responding with the question... "Go off of the pill?" 


I will never forget what I heard next.  God's Spirit spoke from deep within with the words, "I am the Creator of life and Death, all that is. I desire for you to trust Me with your entire life... including your Birth Control, you no longer have need of it. You know My plan for you is good and not evil. Having surrendered your Life to Me for My purposes you know you are not the one in control. It would be foolish for you to use birth control.  IF I desire a Life to come forth... it will... if this is not my plan for your Life, it won't. All you need do is trust Me and in My purposes for you and them."


It was then His Spirit reminded me of my previous Pregnancies and the ways in which they had been conceived ... as well as their outcome. Through the eyes of hindsight, I could see, no attempt on my part had empowered me to prevent them, nor to make them happen according to my plan. I recognized as well, I had always wanted His will to be done, on some level deep. Realizing I had not really known what was best for my future ... I only thought I did ... I now understood that God simply wanted me to trust in His Loving plan. Surrendering to this awareness... I came to a place of deeper peace and joy within.  I felt secure in His unconditional love... a love He had told me on our first encounter, 'I could not earn nor destroy'.


Upon receiving His understanding, I was able to surrender to His will and receive with faith.  Once I did, the excruciating pain left immediately, never to return. 


When I went to the Doctors, upon examining me he found no sign of a Pregnancy... so I shyly revealed to him my experience. Although I knew I was healed, and was praying God would reveal Himself and His healing power to the Doctor through this event, what he said next surprised and encouraged me, "This has to be a Miracle! If I had misdiagnosed you, a Cyst or Tumor of that size upon bursting... would have sent poison throughout your body and you would be dead. I am beginning to have a lot of Women who are coming into my office who also say they have been healed after Prayer... so 'who am I' to say you all are wrong. I myself, have no other explanation."